I’m not really sure why tonight is so hard. i just miss Patrick so much. Miss his voice, his touch, everything. I need to write about it so I can start getting ready for bed. I miss the way his lips feel against my cheek and the way he looks at me when we wake up next to each other. He is my person and I am so excited for us to get an apartment so we don’t have to have these moments where we hurt so much. We can just love each other late into the evening and not long for each other’s touch at 2 AM.